What is going on in my mind at this point of time?
Well there are quite a few things that have started to bother me off late. For the past 10 days I have been dreaming to kick start something which for various reasons I understand I am not able to. So I thought I would sit down and dissect it into pieces to find the root cause.
Procrastination….the first time I heard this word I was in my graduation and I wondered how do we spell it. But I never used it. For the past 10 days I have been using this word daily. I have been procrastinating my schedule plan. Yes I have been POSTPONING my schedule.
FEAR….This is the fear to fall again. The last time I attempted to do this I had a miserable failure. I lost it. Even after 3 months of rigorous schedule I failed. The very moment I think to start off with my plan my past failure brings nightmares to me. I am afraid. I am worried that if the same thing repeats again what am I gonna do ??
Lifestyle…My lifestyle has changed a lot since my last attempt. I have got a few new caps to wear to fulfill those roles. I have got some additional things to take care off.
Movies…don’t get me wrong. Movies are my passion. I want to stay abreast with all movie related news and I surf a lot on all the junk sites to stay updated with the quick bites, I download all the new songs , watch all good movies. Somehow my passion has started to eat off my time which was meant to achieve another dream of mine.
Sleep…now don’t laugh at this. My body doesn’t listen to me once iam off to bed. I have been trying very hard to get up early. I read somewhere that our body needs 5 hours of sound sleep to charge up. So with this thought I go to bed early and could not get up even after setting up 3 alarms.
I saw a video on you tube of some athlete called Raymond who personified to explain what the word PERSEVERENCE means. When you begin something you need to end it – no matter whatever happens.
Come what may you should never give up .Dont let the destiny take you to somewhere
where everyone wants you to be, instead change the track and move to the place where YOU want to be.
I know maybe I should say this kind of stuff once I achieve my goal…..hmmmm..only winners words make sense…
So mare second attempt eppudu?
ReplyDelete@ravi.....nee tarwaatey nemo...There shall be a time for everything....let me see if i can do something abt th ethings jotted above before i move ahead...
ReplyDeleteHey Vamsi, How have you been? Well, I feel all the reasons mentioned above shouldn't be a reason for not being able to! They must act as boosters for you to chase something you dream for!! And yes, you are right! Only winners make the rule book and winners make the history... But also remember, no achiever in history won in first shot! Series of failures make a winner's story!! I can foresee that you are on your way to make your own story for future's history. Dont ever get frustrated cuz that's the life's way of telling us that success isn't an easy story :)!! People say move on and dont ever look back when you fall... but I say, move on and look back, for you need to tease your fall-pits in future!
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